love letter

Cuddeling your clever mind and non responsive body.
More than one being is possessing you.
Dark drawings and im left frightened.
What is it you see in me cuz I cannot feel you.
Your sence of touch is dedicated to your genitals and mine.
You only wish to kiss my lips,
cuz that's just what you're used to.
Affection and Love not present in your past.
You're gifted with thoughts of death and dismise.
In your future I see great aspiration,
but spirits haunt you every step of the way.
Truth is you want them to stay,
cuz that's just what you're used to.
Would it kill you to tell me exactly why i'm here?
I can't tell you either cuz I don't think it needs explaination.
Some things are left just as they are,
when it comes to you and me.
I have a lot of love for you and send it everyday.
What are you sending back?
Images of distortion and bodily waste?
You like the taste of my mouth as it trails the scent of smoke.
Is that why you started to inhale?
Are you addicted to the possibility of me?
Do I bring you peace of mind?
Or would you rather have the girl in your dirty magazine?
I hope one day you gain eternal love.
I hope one day you see beauty in it all.